SAY YOU LOVE ME ♥ AND PLEASE MEAN IT.

A BRIEF INTERRUPTION

this is a special post done together(supposedly) with shimei and xuefang because we've not seen each other's baby photos before.

so the idea of evolution post(from baby till now) surfaced.

but,that two bitches updated so fast

so i can only compete in terms of number of photos and words

*feeling kiasu wth

if you've just had your meal don't continue reading okay?

but everyone also had their ugly era before what.

HOW CAN YOU DISCRIMINATE ME?

*gets all defensive WTH
.

let's start la haiya.

my mum said she thought i looked ugly when i was a newborn T___T

and then i didn't cry at all even when i was hungry so they thought i was mute wth.

i guess thats why i cry so much once i reach 1 and am still a crybaby now because i must compensate for last time.

that's my brother carrying barely a week old me with alot of concentration.

my grandma giving me bath in some herb water,i think.

i censored it in case some ppl see this photo and think of my petpet when i was a baby everytime they look/talk to me T____T

i don't know about you but i dont find the idea very pleasant.

my momma dolled me up in pink all the time,seriously.

my sister said my momma's hair made her looked like gorrila here

HAHAHAHA

SIGH.i was this blur since i was a baby.

i think i'm meant to blur all my life T______T

drama queen wth

if there is one thing my mum is famous for,it'd be to strip her toddlers naked to take photo

-.-

i still looked so happy to pose topless here T_____T

apparently,my mum liked this photo alot because she developed it bigger that other photos and sent it for baby photos competition.

she then sent this photo of me to be published in local newspaper.

o_O

playing with my dog,mimi who isnt around for more than a decade already :(

*feels nostalgic

anyway,there was this tale that i was a big bully at that time because i liked to violently roll over people's toes with that baby chair.

HAHHAHAHA

haiya,naked photo again

*yawn

i guess my mighty HUUUGEEE cheeks that could function as a store room was so heavy i had to support them with my own tiny hands or they'd just sag to my shoulder wth.

my grandpa told me that this was taken by my mum on a very sunny day in front of the old train station.

i guess from my look that i couldnt understand at that time why my mother kept refusing to carry me and wont stop pointing that damn black thing at me.

the only time in my life i had hair this short was till about 4 years old

act demure and graceful.

when i was in primary one.

this is how i looked like when i first met my soulmate stephenie,the bitch who sat beside me since the first day and wouldn't stop hypnotising me to buy scented erasers with cartoon characters on it EVERY FREAKING DAY so that we can have some role play before class wth.

talking about erasers,i suddenly remembered sitting next to her in secondary two or three,(yea,that's why we're soulmates)

singing songs that didnt make sense in class and aiming eraser residue on hemalathah's curly hair to see who would score more by landing it on her hair for 5 secs or so

(hema's the girl who sat in front of us)

((i hope hema will never find my blog.EVER.))

(((in case you are reading this,hi,hema.we're sorry we did that to your hair.we only did it once or twice.serious!)))

SIGH.WHY WERE WE SO RETARDED?

genting trip.

i remembered my mum like having photoshoot there only.walk every 50 metres must stop to take photos of us.somemore one scenery sometimes take like,78 times.

at my relative's house at selangor.

i always had bangs and long hair because my momma really liked her girls to be all girly feminine and graceful if you don't already notice.

at my aun't wedding.(i'm sorry for cropping you out kao mo!my camera wouldn't co-operate with me when it comes to this photo T____T)

when my younger sister was a few months old.i was 10 and quite ugly wth.

when i was 13 or 14.i cut my hair short and hated it.

i took very little photos when i was 12 till 15.i think it's because it was MY ugly era.

either that or it's due to absence of camera phone and digital cam.

this was taken when i was 15.(soulmate was next to me)

it was my last day in TCS because i left for singapore the next year T____T

i miss some of your guys back there but i think you all might've forgotten me

*emo

you see,i smile showing my teeth again oblivious to the fact that my teeth is not straight and i dont look nice with that smile.

but this was when i achieved most with my studies,representing school in st john camps and marching competitions,in track and field 400m competition and to represent state for choir.

(though honestly,i think my singing sucked wth)

when i was still 15(as you can see from the way i smile) but already moved to singapore

that's cheese when she was a puppy btw.

ohh my,my shorts had those prints on those pasar malam hawaiian shirt that only ah peks wear T____T

this is me after a year of living in singapore and being in international school after making friends with many koreans and chinese indonesians.

lol.damn act cute can die.

learnt korean from korean friends so must show off abit wth.

maybe i'd vomit if i meet the me transported from 4 years ago.

toned down abit of my act cuteness.

permed my hair multiple times.

i think i couldnt stand how dry it was after a few months so i cut it to shoulder length T__T

and of course i looked ugly

beginning of year 05'

with my closer classmates from year 2005.

suin the hot korean chic,fenny(the one kneeling)why are chinese indonesians so pretty anyway?,anna,another korean chic and maddie,the sweet sweet aussie babe♥

ohh how i missed the old time.

err,i look like cocoa,MY DOG in this hairstyle wth.

yea,this is how i look like for the remainder of year 2005.

crazy meh?make up until like this everyday i think i would go crazy.

and nobody would wanna be friends with me T____T

this was for a hairshow in pan pasific hotel.

freedom from school means one thing to us vain girls which is to dye your hair like no tomorrow.

in taiwan attempting to look like a cannibalistic tribal woman who wears jeans.

in taiwan again where the act cuteness in me revived once again out of extreme boredom.

the happy moment before being forced to go back to msia for army T___T

so many people still have doubts that i've been to army.

WHOAAAA damn hurt my pride okay wth.

here,evidence.

with my dorm mates in the uniform of the colour that we concluded will get us killed first if there's war with any country and we were to hide in the forest to 'camouflage' ourselves.

in the uniform that we wear when we attend classes or go out for short trip to the jail wth.

we had to wear those socks that went above our ankle.

(you think so good give you ankle socks is it?)

with slightly heeled shoes omg just kill me

overall,the experience did leave quite an impression in me.

i hated it to the core throughout the entire thing

(and after it because standing under the sun everyday affected my complexion up till now)

but thinking back,i did make many friends from this bizzare eventful 3 months.

with ray.we were the ushers for the closing ceremony.i was wearing super oversized baju kurung btw.

and then,once in awhile,some ppl would comment that i'm too pale and that i'd look nice with tanned skin.

well,

HOW IS THIS PRETTY YOU TELL ME?!?!?!!?

&%#@!!

now,wipe off that doubful smirk you have when i said i gained 10 kg from the stupid army

*angry

btw,looking at these pictures i am still amazed that the boyfriend not only didn't break up with me when i was so awfully ugly and fat and tanned but he still brought me out and tried to convince me repeatedly that i wasn't really tanned(despite those very obvious tan lines) and i only gained a little weight(when i already looked like a whale wth)

i ♥ u

3 months after army in genting for xmas 06'

hong kong march 07'

only reverted back to my original colour after 6 months.

on shimei's bday 2 months after knowing them ;)

btw,HAPPY BELATED 18th BIRTHDAY,XUEFANG♥

thanks for taking care of me

(even when i'm older than you and supposed to be the one taking care of you wth)

thanks for giving me funny things to laugh at

thanks for getting us almost banged by car everytime we walk from school to interchange.

thanks for being shorter than me so that i dont feel so bad about my height wth

lastly,thanks for being my friend because it's been great to be yours :)

this was on my bday last year and 2 months after i put on braces.

ugly beyond believe because i couldnt close my mouth properly let alone smile and hence,ended up looking like a frog

-____-

my arms were so so skinny in this photo because it was only a week or two after i extracted two molar teeth and couldnt eat or sleep from the extreme pain and blood taste in your mouth T___T

*geli