SAY YOU LOVE ME ♥ AND PLEASE MEAN IT.

RAINY DAYS

does it have the same effect on you ?

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i'm not sure if its because it used to rain everytime that i quarrelled with the boyfriend

or if its because i am still upset that my gum hurts like a 1000 pound bear did a few jumps WWE style on them since my adjustment on wednesday.

or it could be because i just finished a book that made me think of so many 'if's.

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recently,there had been a few blogs of people whose loved one passed away that surfaced.

they've been really brave and inspiring and reading them just makes you realize that nobody is around forever,so treasure them while they still are.

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it also made me think of who'll be there for my funeral..

will they know what flowers i like ?

when i am dead,will i be able to stick around and watch everyone

or will i just be dead and oblivious..gone just like that ?

how long will somebody remembers me when i am not around anymore ?

who are these 'somebody's ?

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♥ ♥ ♥

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let's just move on to the happier things so that i dont pass out from sadness.

i've been tagged by xue fang and shi mei lately to reveal 10 random facts about myself.

(people who knows me very well will find this post boring since you probably know all of these about a hundred years ago)

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10. braces.

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it was a few weeks after i had my braces on that i started to notice that,i paid much more attention to other people's teeth more than i had before.it's like there was this sudden raging urge to look at people's teeth when you talk to them and vice versa.it's not like i am criticising the condition of other people's teeth in my head or anything like that,i don't know how to explain it but..yea.

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9. i like people who smells nice.

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who doesn't ? and it suddenly dawned upon me that people who are close to me mostly smell nice.so,if you are my friend,there is a high possibility that you smell nice.does it make sense to you ? aye ? good.let's move on.

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8. habits i ought to ditch.

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i can't seem to be on time although it is really unintentional most of the time !

i wish i can stop hunching and walking like i'm about to go for gang fight

( my mum said this T-T )

stop frowning so much.

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7. i like roses

in any colour.

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6.tale of my manicure pedicure.

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well,painting them red at this time isnt very wise is it?

this morning,i was rushing to school so i pressed both the up and down button for the elevator and took the one going up since it reached my level first.

when it goes up to a few level and the elevator door open the auntie smiled but when i pressed the button labelled 1,she saw my nails and the colour from her face totally drained.

and then when i was going home,this old uncle was standing a little lower than me at the escalator,he totally jumped when he saw my nails when he turned around a little.

-.- i look very scary meh?

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5. quirky facts.

if you are close enough to me,you would've heard me speaking with 'accents'.if you have no idea what i'm talking about,it means that you have to work harder to be my closer friend.haha.and you should've received something handmade from me some time before.contary to some ppl who thinks that making a gift for someone is cheap,i only make things for people who are close enough.

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4. all about neutralising.

after the-tomato-neutralising-doughnut-effect-incident,

i noticed that i've been like this all my life.

whenever i watch a sad movie,read a sad book,had a bad day,

i always have to watch a happy movie,a happy book..whatever it takes to neutralise the effect and gives me an escape from reality.

do you know what happens when i don't quickly neutralise the 'blue'ness?

the first 3 paragraphs of this post says it all.

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3. i am,generally,a good girl afterall

i don't do drugs,i don't smoke,am only an occassional drinker.never stole aything(except,maybe like my sisters clothes?) nor have i gone around stabbing people.

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2. when i was younger,

i always listen to those teenybopper song and pretend that i'm shooting the MTV in my room which is super damn lame now that i think of it.

makes me feel kid of nauseus,you see.

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1. this blog's main purpose

is a back up.

for my memory.

will some kind soul please lead me to this blog if i ever have amnesia in the future?

but i guess that for it to be able to fulfill its purpose,i would have to update it regularly or i'll be left frustrated to death having so many loopholes in my 'virtual memory'

hmm.i dont like this entry cos its too wordy.there.

better?