I'VE MADE A VOW TO MYSELF
to not skip school and UTs and not be late to school(okay,this one pending) and to get a GPA above 3.2 this semester(erm,this one pending also.don't look at me like that.my GPA from 3.5 drop to 3.18 wth.i also dont dare to put high hope T-T )
it's a couple more months till this semester ends let me have more self control amen.
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by the way,yesterday,i got damn frustrated with myself cos i forgot where i put my stuff again.
my memory is really #%^&$
i placed my medicine with my CDs,my phone on top of the washing machine,my laptop charger in my cousin's luggage all for no apparent reason and i didn't even remember putting them there and ended up searching high and low for them !
*pissed off
*sudden switch to fearful mode
i don't wanna end up killing myself from overdosing on medicine accidentally
cos i might forget that i had my medicine(which i sometimes do) and what if i retake
several times cos i keep forgetting and end up vomitting white bubble and die?!
OHH NOOOOOOOO!!!
what am i doing updating blog at 12.47am when i have java UT tmr anyway?
and i freaking havent study !! AT ALL!!!
*uber freak out
maybe i should just eat some chocolates and flip through the ppt while online shopping and call it a day wth.
or get some sleep and then kick myself in the head when i get the result of the UT and regret while crying like a pussy cos i fail or worse,have to retake.
*freak out some more with 10000x more intensity
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