January 1, 2009

RANDOM RANTS
merry belated xmas and happy new year
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sorry for my long disappearance.i just had something i needed to sort out and let myself give a good cry until my eyeballs pop.but i could only do it once and not more.
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maybe i'm really grown up now.i feel that if i need to cry,i should cry to my heart's content,until i go "uhuk uhuk" wth.i know some ppl think that crying cannot help solve a situation and crying are for fragile pussies but i dont find anything wrong with self expression.what?i got cry until the floor shivers and make you get kidney stones is it?
*angry wth
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but i have a new year resolution which is.no matter haw hard or bad the situation is,i should only cry over it once.crying once may show that i have my fragile moment but more than that means that i'm a weakling(and it's also annoying to the people around me).
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i already took off my braces on tues.no photos because i think i look like a horse/donkey.why am i born with such big teeth T____T
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and also,my baby toe nail on my left foot just freaking dropped about 2 months ago and not many people know about it because
1.i dont want people to keep staring at my naked baby toe
2.maybe if not so many people know about it,i can pretend that the baby toe nail is still intact and it might grow faster or something.
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but it's freaking two months already and still no show.I DON'T WANT TO GO FOR PEDICURE AND ONLY CAN PAINT 9 TOENAILS AND LEAVE ONE OUT ! HOW ?!?!?
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haih,am i supposed to die looking like a horse and 9 intact toe nails? T______T
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♥ ♥ ♥
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i'm heading back to my hometown tonight for a few days to get my passport done T___T let me practise my malay abit for tmr//
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terima kasih untuk mengajak saya keluar minum teh and berjalan-jalan dan (what is 'indirectly' in malay? *google google. haiya dont know la) indirectly membuat saya rasa sangat welcome(wth) untuk balik kampung.tetapi saya mungkin tidak dapat agree kerana saya akan sibuk meng-handling passport saya dan menonton shows yang saya muat turun(i saw this in a malay website) berlambak-lambak.hahaha wth.
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okay la,since there are only two lonesome shopping complexes in ipoh,i might bump into some of you.
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i wish everyone to have a good year ahead and spend more time with your loved ones.many people think that there is always later,tmr,next month,next year...but i have come to understanding that life isn't long and you don't know what will happen in the next minute.you don't wanna regret not cherishing people when they're around and give a hug or say 'i you' to and regret it when they're gone.enough of emo-ness.
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tata

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