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so,some people have started asking me what i want for my birthday(which is in about 3 weeks' time) and i have already received my first present 3 months ago from the boyfriend.am not looking forward to my 21st birthday at all..kinda hoping that my birthday decides not to come this year.
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a few months back,my family and boyfriend asked me how would i like to celebrate my birthday this year and all i could think of was "ohh god,i'm old".can you imagine yourself growing old?i can't T__T it scares me.more responsibilities,no more excuses for any recklessness,cant blame your silly immature brain for any wrong decisions you make.i mean,turning 18 was fun but the thought of my 21st birthday makes me damn sad.
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my sister and mum just had to rub salt into wound today by saying "once you turn 21,you will get to your 30s in no time" FML. *insert motherhuge sigh here
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hopefully,i will get happier as my birthday comes nearer and will not get depressed and go crazy and then start stabbing everyone around me with a pencil or something.i still don't know how i want to celebrate it though.
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my family suggested chalet but i'm not a very chalet-y person :( i thought of just inviting everyone over to my new home but i don't think my house will be ready by that time but it'll be funny to watch my guests eating with contruction going on at the background,no?but what if people die from eating dust? O_O
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i guess i quite like the idea of celebrating with family and then the boyfriend and then with my friends.3 days event for a birthday sound great right?RIGHT?!?okay.fine.i cant bring myself to get excited over my own birthday T__T
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ohh,i found out that the boyfriend is working on a jigsaw puzzle for me and he left the catalogue thing laying around his room the other day.i was curious and it was difficult but i quickly stopped myself from reaching it.
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i wanted it to be a surprise.
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so,some people have started asking me what i want for my birthday(which is in about 3 weeks' time) and i have already received my first present 3 months ago from the boyfriend.am not looking forward to my 21st birthday at all..kinda hoping that my birthday decides not to come this year.
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a few months back,my family and boyfriend asked me how would i like to celebrate my birthday this year and all i could think of was "ohh god,i'm old".can you imagine yourself growing old?i can't T__T it scares me.more responsibilities,no more excuses for any recklessness,cant blame your silly immature brain for any wrong decisions you make.i mean,turning 18 was fun but the thought of my 21st birthday makes me damn sad.
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my sister and mum just had to rub salt into wound today by saying "once you turn 21,you will get to your 30s in no time" FML. *insert motherhuge sigh here
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hopefully,i will get happier as my birthday comes nearer and will not get depressed and go crazy and then start stabbing everyone around me with a pencil or something.i still don't know how i want to celebrate it though.
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my family suggested chalet but i'm not a very chalet-y person :( i thought of just inviting everyone over to my new home but i don't think my house will be ready by that time but it'll be funny to watch my guests eating with contruction going on at the background,no?but what if people die from eating dust? O_O
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i guess i quite like the idea of celebrating with family and then the boyfriend and then with my friends.3 days event for a birthday sound great right?RIGHT?!?okay.fine.i cant bring myself to get excited over my own birthday T__T
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ohh,i found out that the boyfriend is working on a jigsaw puzzle for me and he left the catalogue thing laying around his room the other day.i was curious and it was difficult but i quickly stopped myself from reaching it.
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i wanted it to be a surprise.
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