February 10, 2009

I AM PREGNANT
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when my aunt announced that 3 words months ago,me and my sister had to sleep late many nights to do her accounting works cos her of her pregnancy(she works in my sister's company).
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you know la,how pregnant women are advised not to be so stressed and all that.
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i think i ate something wrong last night or on sat.i lao sai-ed twice last night and about 3 times today.lao sai until my legs turn jelly and i couldn't even take MC from work.
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when i work at my sister's salon,i'm normally the assistant receptionist.wear nice nice must put on make up and heels and just be kay leh fe(watak sampingan/unimportant roles).okay la,not unimportant just replaceable wth.
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today,i found out that the receptionist is suddenly pregnant.as in,accidently.okay,shan't go into details cos it's not my story to tell.
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and then i'm suddenly the main role.the only receptionist.means i work 6 days a week from 12.45 till all the customers leave the salon(mostly at 10 plus) and then next week onwards,every sat i work from 9.45 till 8 plus.
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omg ! just take a fork and freaking stab me in the stomach ! i feel like pulling out my hair and stuffing it into ppl's mouth if anyone tells me they are pregnant again.
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why everytime someone in my sister' company gets pregnant it has to affect me arh?!WHAT HAVE I DONE TO OFFEND ANYONE?!!
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f$#% this shit ! i hate being a workaholic ! i hate being dead socially ! i hate the world
*so drama wth
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nvm la.my sister just told me i have 2 off days on weekday each month.at least i can go out or rest on sunday. *trying to console self
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at least i have a job during reccession.at least i can earn money to pay school fee and shop or better yet,save for THAT year end trip i'm hoping really damn hard that it'll happen
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never knew i'm so good in brainwashing myself to accept reality *pats self on the back

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